I’ve left a lot of broken promises in SL. I never ever return when I say I will. This is due to two reasons of late:
- Complete and utter apathy
- My computer’s being the spaz king
I need to upgrade, update and clean out a lot of crap. Anyway. This coming Thursday is Rez-day even though I don’t think I’ll be doing anything for it. After the “closing” of VC, I dropped the group. I was annoyed with the constant mood swings and drama that arose what seemed like bi-weekly, but I’m sure it was further apart than that. When I learned it was reopening and that the closing was only again to revamp the place – which I’ve been told from sources is way too laggy and way too gold (I don’t know, I don’t have a lm or anything and I’m not gonna go to a place that might make my spaz king computer decided to quit on me completely).
VC is out of the question if I do hold an event for rez day. Anyway, I think I should’ve made a bigger deal, but I opted to leave quietly after the closing of VC spoiled my last spin gig. It doesn’t matter.
In other news, keeping up with my promising of a sequel/spin off of my RPing as Blaspheme Baxton, I started working on an idea on a new avatar, which some schmuck over at Sims 3 beat me to. It’s okay. I have more ideas I want to work on as creating characters and personalities is what I do. I’ll make more notes and we’ll see what happens.
I’m sorry to say, however, Blas isn’t going to be a part of it anymore. Her personality pretty much dies soon enough. I had a nice run as Blaspheme Baxton, but I need to give her a rest. She’s moving to Tokyo to escape all of those who persecuted her and taunted her – you know who you are. She may come back, but I imagine a girl like Blas will OD after a late night party, dying on the curb while onlookers wonder if she’s just pulling one of her stunts.
The story has to end, ladies and gentlemen. My story has ended.
Edit: I went to VC to check it out. Laggy, yes. But that can be due to the fact my computer’s a spaz king. I like the set up outside, not fond of the building. I suppose, I left before it truly gave me a headache. The last set up was quite disappointing. This one looks half decent, but still, not a place I would like to be at. Mint was the only place where I truly felt comfortable being odd one out.
Also, I didn’t finish that thought about Rez-day. I could do it at Twitch’s place, but I don’t know. The feel there doesn’t even go with me. I think I’ve turned Blas into my rl self and I have completely alienated everyone who mattered to me, so I can easily turn away from them. It’s depressing. No one I plan to kill her off with an overdose. It’s what we both deserve.
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Stumble It!
It’s not laggy and it’s not gold. And you quit before the last closing, you just didn’t leave the group.
Yeah, I mentioned it was my computer that could’ve caused the lag. I realized I didn’t correct the gold idea in my edit after reading your comment. As for me quitting, I spoke to Vel to keep me on as back up. After the closing, I just dropped the groups – both VIP and Employee. The constant mood swings were getting to silly for me even in a virtual world.
The mood swings are no more than any of the other clubs you’ve been involved with, and still are to some extent. Only difference is that they’re more public. How many times has Guard opened/closed because he got a new partner or something? How many times have you bitched about Mint drama? And I won’t even touch the last one. Yet the one you drop is the one I’m involved in. THAT seems silly to me. But what do I know…
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